Need advice
Current mood:

I dont know how to deal with this anymore. My grandfather died about a 1 yr and a half ago. I just miss him. I was so close to him he was like my own dad. I talked to him all the time we did stuff all the timehe was just always there. Now i feek so much hurt. i should be over this. I feel like the worst person.  Hes not here anymore Dealing with it is so hard.I feel like Im a bad person right now because I should be able to give this up to God  but it seems hopeless